stupid ppl drive big cars.

many days have gone by, many things have happened.
Like meeting new friends, doing different things... But it's nice when something profound happens in your life, and you see those friends who care step up and take care of you like friends should. Friends are there to help you, love you when you need lovin on and say things that can hurt, though you know deep down you need to hear it, which is the only reason they say it. Close friends are hard to find, and just a little part of what God calls relationship- his level that is. See, I believe( for my life anyway) that God wants relationship with us, a deep relationship, not the 'grab a slushy on the weekend' kind. The only way we can maybe feel that type of deepness is by being in a relationship with a guy, or a girl. We are programed to be in relationship with someone. Plain and simple. But we screw it up and get in a relationship we were never meant to be in, because we think that's what should happen, but God looks at us and says, 'no, i want you to love me, not this person, not like that'. We go for the opposite sex when we should have been going for God. He made us to want someone... but... the kicker? He let us decide who we want. Instead of making us love him, all he wanted was for us to get to know him so we could decide if we wanted to love him or not. But instead we take what we call the high road and go off and do our own thing. God kill my selfish desire that rates higher than my craving for you. Maybe what God wants is for us to love him, love him in the way that was meant to be. Maybe once we finally felt that sort of relationship ( that one that has trust, faithfulness, respect... the list continues--- really, look it up, it's in the Bible :D) that God would see that and say, ok now that you really know how to love, i'll bring someone in your life that will even better your own ways of love. Then he shines a lil light on someone that you grow to love and in turn that together you love the God of you life all the more.
Is that so bad? Is it so bad that God wants to feel that love from you?
Just because we were never meant to be alone, doesn't mean we were meant to run in the opposite direction of God.
God never moved.
We did.