the gas and the flame

not sure what to say or feel really.
Honestly i've gotta say i'm at a little bit of a low point. Part of it is the fact that i've been reading some poetry that isn't the most uplifting, but the exact same mood i've been feeling lately. Not so thrilling. I'm not real sure where to begin. I am losing more than i'm gaining and that's not the best at the moment.
Not enough.
Those would be the words. . .
ok if i keep writting it won't turn out well so over and out.